June 17, 2014

Making Connections

Refugees and asylum seekers are hot-button issues in Australian politics and media today. The present prime minister has spoken in terms of an “invasion” of Australia's sovereignty by those coming (particularly in boats) to our country without a visa, but with valid claims to asylum under the UN Refugee Convention.1

       

For the past three years, I have spent a total of 5 months as a pastoral care worker for Jesuit Refugee Service at the Curtin Detention Centre for asylum seekers in remote northern Western Australia. I have also visited or volunteered in detention centres in Darwin, Port Augusta, Sydney and Melbourne. In the community, I connect with many refugees and asylum seekers who often struggle with multiple issues such as mental health, jobseeking and connections with family in their home countries. In the course of my work I use poetry to help digest the situations I encounter. I also use poems to provide a voice in English for the stories I hear, to humanise the people from the boats.

Following is a sample of creative work from myself and some of the asylum seekers I have known.

One day in a detention centre it was pouring with heavy drops of rain and someone suggested they were God's tears. I sat with a Hazara and an Iranian man, the rain bucketing around us. Having been in detention for 2 years, they related their troubles and the implications for their loved ones back at home.

God's Tears

It's hard to forget the shots
and what's still ringing in your ears.
It's hard to remove the pain
and years
of heavy falling rain,
becoming ever less-than-sane,
falling down amidst God's tears.
It's ripping of the heart-strings,
it's surgery of war,
it brings you to your darkest hour,
where love appears no more.
It ekes the life out from you
and every passing shower
opens the scar
as if on cue.
For love that's deepest drowns the most
and a host of other passions
blur in watercolour,
as certainties are duller
and every drop
you wish would stop
and you'd put the clouds on rations.
Yet their tears are also lonely
and if only they'd receive
a welcome from a heart that knows of loss,
no drop would ever leave
without a gift.
Though the rain may lift
and the sky may clear, across
the pain, the fear,
the flowers grow from every tear
and above, for love, a rainbow.

The same Hazara man had very good English and read out loud some poems he had written while in detention. He said that it helped to keep his mind sane and improve his language. He gave me a copy of this one and permission to share it with others. It is an honour.

Life

This life takes so many tests
No one knows when you will stop breathing
someone shattered with sorrows
someone helpless to this situation
someone goes away leaving everything
someone is far away even when they are close
Their desire to meet
but the time is for separation
This moment of sadness
it's a very difficult moment
What is love?
This love takes so many tests
This life takes so many tests
No one knows when you will stop breathing
Somewhere a love is lost
some desire for their beloved's presence
some beautiful dreams shattered
somewhere there is a promise of acceptance
someone smile on their face
someone tears in their eyes
What is this agony?
This desire of heart takes so many tests
No ones knows when you will stop breathing.

One day I was talking to another Hazara man from Afghanistan who had been on the run from the Taliban for 10 years, in Iran and Pakistan. He could never settle or get a steady job. He said he was like a thief, always on the watch for police. Never fitting in, he did not feel like a human. Only now, in the detention centre, was he starting to feel human again.

Exile

I live like a thief in the night.
I hide away,
keep out of sight.
I quake with fear
at a flashing light,
but, even so, it's worth the flight.

Have you stared down the barrel of a gun?
Are you kept many days
from the sun?
Do you leave
when your work's just begun?
Do you know what life's like on the run?

And I run from place to place.
Always hiding,
not showing my face.
I leave life
without a trace.
Am I part of the human race?
 

Another day I met a Hazara man who had just received his refugee status.
His friends doused him with water to celebrate – soon he would leave with a visa. The man was a memorable character: small and lively, with a high-pitched voice. He had been a teacher in a girl's school in Pakistan and he showed me photos of his students and himself playing the bagpipes. However, it wasn't living in detention that he discovered his artistic talent. He had drawings throughout his room and the common dining areas: his daughter; a mother, raising her child above her head in the sunset; a man crouched, dejected by a wall; a soldier saying goodbye to his family; a man hiding his face; a husband and wife; Joseph and Mary on a donkey. The artwork said it better than words. He was the one person who said that he would miss the detention centre. There he had gained health and weight, had his teeth fixed and become an artist. The most moving of his drawings was in a separate booklet he was compiling for his wife, on black paper with white chalk. Some weeks later, the day before he left, he gave me a copy and permission to share it with others. He said, “You should never give up hope!”

       

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